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I AM HAPPY

2010-07-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

No matter what I have to go through in my life, I promise to myself to always be happy. You may have all the money in the world, drive an expensive car, have a huge mansion.... But all those wont bring you happiness.

I'm glad to have a great family, great friends who are like my extended family. Syukur Alhamdulillah

Lav you guys! (pic courtesy of Zuer)

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Hhhmmm

2010-07-19T01:39:00.001+08:00

Cant sleep... Something is bothering me!

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A Day without my Iphone

2010-06-25T01:18:00.004+08:00

IPHONE IS MY LIFE

This 2 days, all the Iphoners are talking about how the OS4 is freaking cool. So me being an idiot... i could not resist and decided to update my Iphone. And yes... my Iphone is NOT from Maxis or Digi. I bought it from Low Yat and it was imported from the States which basically means once i updated it to OS4 it is locked to an AT&T sim card. In other words..... MY DAMN IPHONE IS LOCKED!

So.... how did i survive without my Iphone? I decided to just wait till i go back to KL and consult the "Apple" specialist at Low Yat. My friend gave me her phone to use it temporary. After 24 hours without my Iphone, I feel like my social life is ruined!

- i cant Facebook on the go

- i cant check my emails

- i lost all my numbers

- i lost all my favorite songs

- i lost all my silly pictures

- i cant kill my boredom during meetings

arrgghhh...... ni smua Kerel and the geng punye salah... bragging about how cool OS4 is. MENCI! tak pe .. sabar je! huhuuhuh

PS: still lav u guys though!

Bionic Woman

2010-06-19T04:58:00.004+08:00

Christina Aguilera - Bionic

If you were born in the mid 80s, you probably grew up listening to all the sweet, innocent teen pop stars. Flash forward to 2010, a few are still around, some became crazy and lost their mind, and some vanished like the Proton Juara (what ever happened to dat car?!!!)

First, it was just a genie in a bottle, then it was released only to be stripped (literally) and became dirty, then something/someone knocked her to her senses and she went back to basics, and now she became bionic?!!! WWTTTFFF???!!!! Yup, that's the latest effort from Christina Aguilera.

The cover album would be perfect for a new Terminator movie poster though. I was a lil worried when I heard that her new album is to bring back electro music. Search youtube for Electro music and you'll find all the cheap and lame sound effects that once occupied the radio waves. But it aint that bad at all actually.

The opening track 'Bionic' is catchy (do keep your volume low as the song starts with a BANG). Then it continues to her first single "Im Not Myself Tonight". Personally, I think the first single is fun and fresh, but when I watched the music video I was like "BITCH, Y DA FAK U'RE TRYING TO HARD TO BE LADY GAGA!". I think its the new trend ... but one GAGA is enough for the world.

The next track "Woohhoo" is freakin catchy and it makes you shake that ass (even when u're stucked in KL's jam). If you like the first three tracks of the album then you most probably like the rest of the album. But gone are those powerful ballads that she used to sing in the past. The ballads in this album are crappy to the extend that her rival Britney's album has better ballads in her album.

What kinda bothered me was the lyric such as "mirror-mirror on the wall, who is the flyest bitch of all" which ends with her daughter singing "its u mummy". That is just one of the many WTF moments through out her 23 tracks of bionic. I laughed out loud to some of the lyrics.

So, what is Bionic... answer is:

Lady Gaga + Madonna + Pitbull + lots of Cursing + lots of explicit content = Christina Bionic

Would I recommend this album? Hell Yes if you feel like being a slut and dance all night long. But if you're craving for "I Turn to You" or "Hurt", then this aint for you darling!

4/5 stars

A weekend full of Laughter!

2010-06-14T11:34:00.002+08:00

"LAUGHTER IS THE MEDICINE"

Last weekend was full of laughter and smiles. Had a great time with Babart and the extended "family". It was nice to be able to gather on a hot Saturday afternoon while chit chatting and being silly. Jokes after jokes till our faces turned red.

What really caught my attention was how each and every single individual at the table appreciated each other's presence. It's like we have not seen each other for ages (walaupon ari2 duk gurau2 kat FB). The fun did not just end there, off to Pavilion for a Karaoke session which lasted for 7 hours.... YEAH .... SEVEN!!!!! I shall not describe what happened in the room, but what I can say it was full of Lady Gaga, Beyonce, Awie, Mariah and Whitney.... and the "video clip" session was total FUN!

Anyway, just wanted to say a special thank you to Babart for allowing me to be part of you and your extended family's life. Really appreciate every moment with you guys. Had a great weekend! Now back to work.... argh MONDAY BLUES! dem! benci ah!

I LAV FRIDAYS!

2010-06-11T08:53:00.004+08:00

T . G . I . F!

I just love it when Friday pops out from the corner. I can just sit and relax while planning out my weekend.

No work, no stress, no drama (not sure bout da drama part though).

Its just pure fun and relaxation. Even though your whole week was total crap...but Friday can make you forget all the shitty things in the office...well at least for awhile till the big "M" comes... (NO! not Mariah... but MONDAY!).

well... before da big M comes .... go out and have fun with your family and friends!

ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND!!

LIFE?!

2010-06-09T23:36:00.008+08:00

"LIFE GETS COMPLICATED AS YOU GROW OLDER"

Ever wonder why life gets complicated as the days goes by?! I always think of it before I fall asleep. Back during the uni years, with a RM500.00 i could survive da whole month... sometimes even more. But once I started working with a reasonable pay, it seems like its not enough

da old happy less complicated me

there are more commitment... phone bill, internet bill, car loan and karaoke [tetap kan?!]. Is it the world or is it just us paying/buying unnecessary stuff. I mean, how come people living with a minimum wage still can survive yet be happy? it proves that money does not buy u happiness... well yes it does buy me a Mariah CD.. but how often does that happen kan?!

da new stressed complicated me

what im trying to say is... no matter how complicated life gets as we grow older, it really depends on how we control our life. Put aside the negativity and be grateful for what the Al-Mighty has given us.

In conclusion... less karaoke... download more mp3 for free.... and spend more time with family and friends!

Birthdays!

2010-06-08T20:01:00.007+08:00

Gosh...its like everyone was born in June! So many birthdays in just these 30 days

most importantly it was my mum's birthday... it was the first time in a long time we all celebrated as a family. its almost impossible to gather all my siblings to have a feast.. most of us are away from KL. luckily everyone was in town except for my younger brother. Even my sister-in law, baby Kaira and my sister's bf was there to celebrate my mum's birthday.

we celebrated at Delicious Duo Residence (i just love that place...i guess its because of the cozy environment). Didn't really know what to get my mum though. I wanted to get her a watch but i think she already has a beautiful one. but im glad i got her a nice Burberry purse to match her beautiful beg. I knew she would love it!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!

other than my mum, two of my close friends (i would say more like brother) also celebrated their birthday this month. Even though its only a year since we have known each other, but it feels like ive known them for years.

To Babart, thanks for being such a great companion. i really cherished every advise u gave to me. and thanks to you i was able to overcome a shitty relationship!

and to Adly, u know i can count on u for anything! ure da best! lav every single outings we had! its always fun lepaking with u!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF THE JUNE BABIES!

Im Back Blogging!

2010-06-08T13:40:00.003+08:00

WELCOME BACK!

OMG! its been more than a year since i last posted an entry...

i vowed to myself to be more active this time. i kinda stopped blogging after this whole FACEBOOK thingy.... it seems every thing i share in FB...

but when i opened back this blog... i miss the good old "luahkan perasaan" session in the cyber world.

so what has happened in this one year?!! PLENTY!!! such as:

1. in and out of a relationship... well..shit happens

2. transferred to Pasir Gudang

3. bought my first car

4. moving to Pajam with my family

5. made plenty of new friends

6. gain more weight (not a surprise!)

7. admitted to the hospital (TWICE!)

8. officially an uncle now (no! not because i have grey hair...but cos brother got a baby girl)

9. completed my first project which is currently now at offshore (complete ke?!!! aiyoo... tu fikir nanti lah)

10. GETTING MARRIED!!!!!

da last one was just to keep every one awake....hehehehe.... nway... i have so much to share since ive been a gone for a year! keep posted k!

my lovely family

HUGS N KISSES !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2009-01-28T00:15:00.004+08:00

First of all...i would like to take this opportunity to wish all my Chinese friends a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Hope this year will bring lots n lots of prosperity.

Its really nice to have a long holiday just to relax and chill with family and friends. I just got back from JB the other day for some project review...and its DAMN HOT there!! I was there for 4 nights...by the 2nd day i already felt so lonely.

But im glad it was a long weekend! I attended Firo n Fath's wedding ... it was weird seeing ure friends getting married...any how..once again..SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU! Afther the wedding, my friends and I hanged out at midvalley and ended up karaoke at The Gardens. It was actually cool to forget about work and reunite with friends to catch up on gossips and just making a fool of ourselves.

The next day i attended another wedding...this time it was my friend's colleage all the way in Rembau. i kinda enjoyed the ride to the wedding but at the same i was a little bit exhausted cos didnt get enough sleep. On the way back we stopped by at the Seremban rest area to have some coffee.

This year Chinese New Year holiday was just nice....not too hectic (except for the jam) ... which is something to reduce my stress and emotional level. Anyway, tomorrow is back to the office...arrrgghhh.... SEE YOU GUYS SOON!!

(PS: WELCOME BACK CHEM!!! MISS U LIL DUDE)

CONGRATULATIONS TO FATH N FIRO

2009-01-27T15:23:00.002+08:00

WWWOOOWWWW.... everyone is getting married early...it feels so weird....personally i think its too early...but heck...if ure in love and cant control it just get married!!! hehehe...kidding..

nway...wanna wish FIRO and FATH a SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!! These two love birds have been an item ever since foundation in UTP. its very seldom u see them not together... class together, bfast lunch dinner together, study together ...everything together-together lah. but im so happy for them....semoga jodoh berpanjangan and get lots n lots n lots of babies!!!!

CRAZY BRITNEY FAN

2009-01-27T15:07:00.001+08:00

This is so fucking funny...u guys have to watch it... (glad im not like dat with MC)

IM BACK!

2009-01-25T19:55:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA....I KNOW I KNOW.... I WILL UPDATE THE BLOG BY TODAY OR TONITE... LOTS N LOTS TO TELL...DUN KNOW WHERE TO START...C YA GUYS SOON!!

STAY TUNED!

A SIMPLE HELLO

2008-09-16T19:53:00.003+08:00

today was my first day at work...fucking boring..nothing much to do. didnt have my own pc yet, no phone line and basically no one was in the office. but im glad to be back again in Carigali..great seeing familiar faces.

i also got a special message from one of my favorite Malaysian artist, Dayang Nurfaizah. All thnx to Anwar! To those who are not really a big fan of Malaysian music, u guys shud really listen to Dayang..shes wonderful especially when she sings live. My favorite song from her has to be Tiba-tiba and Hilang....go grab a copy..its worth it!

guess dats it for today...ill be back with another posting dedicated to Atiekah who has flown to China recently...cant really put my feelings into words now. till then...see ya!

SEPTEMBER 11

2008-09-12T05:31:00.010+08:00

SEPTEMBER 11

In a calendar... there are certain dates that will remain in our heads such as New Years, Valentines Day, Hari Raya, Christmas and many more. September 11 is no different. Its a historical date when The World Trade Center collapsed living a black cloud above New York City. It was on the same day Mariah Carey release Glitter which was considerably the worst album in the music history. (sempat lagi tu nak selitkan Mimi dlm posting ni)

Some might say September 11 is bad luck.... but for others like me.... this particular date is a special date. At this very date...one of my closest fren was born (obviously on a different year). It was a day none of his frens could forget (given the fact he puts his birthdate behind his name in MYSPACE and basically every where..........ZAM1109........duuhhhh).

I wanted to give him a surprise party but it would be kinda obvious and its kinda hard to gather all his frens at one place. So i just called his close frens. it was a last minute planning...we bought the birthday cake and the only thing left was to surprise him. i called him up...he was busy painting one of his rooms in his home...dis would be a perfect situation. i told him i was on the way there and the others couldn't make it cos they were all sleeping. When i arrived, things were normal..he was in the room painting...few minutes later....

CHHHAAADDDAAAA!!!!!!
SUURRRPPRRRIIISSSEEEE!!!!!!
THE WHOLE GANG TURNED UP WITH THE BIRTHDAY CAKE!!!

SURPRISE!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIATCH!!

Yummy!!!

Judging from his facial expression...he was really surprised (either it was sincere or he was a pretty damn good actor). it was a great moment seeing his smile...touching beb...definitely a KODAK moment. it was a simple celebration but meaningful.

Zam.... I wish u a great birthday and hope dis year is full with happiness and may God bless u with tons of rezeki. Amin......

We pray for ur happiness in life

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

A SPECIAL WISH FROM MIMI

~HAPPY CONVOCATION~~

2008-08-27T14:35:00.007+08:00

5 years of memories ended in just one weekend. every single bitter n sweet memories from May 2003 till July 2008 ended with full of mix emotions.

once i reached UTP, nothing much has change....the same o same....but i was really disappointed that the "CONVO FEVER" was not felt at all. i remembered back in the good old days, they would put up banners from IPOH to UTP. this time around everything was missing. the convo square was pathetic....and the weather was crazy....hot in the afternoon n freezing cold at nite.

but all the negative aura was put aside when i got to see familiar faces...faces dat ive been missing a lot. we hugged each other as if we have never seen each other in years...sedangkn baru bape bulan. we spent most of our time at the convo square (even though it was pathetic...argh...negative aura) and then head for the usual teh tarik n roti bakar telur manis at our all time favorite mamak stall in Tronoh.

its nice seeing everyone again

one of the most anticipated event was the convo dinner. everyone was dressed up nice, beautiful and charming. (even though the guys were only allowed to wear batik..yawn) The performances by UPAG and utp's band also known as Virtual Sound was fantastic. Even Tun Mahathir who was our Chancellor praise them during his speech. im very proud to see my adik2 perform on stage....they have put a lot of effort in their performances. GREAT JOB UPAG!!!! IM PROUD OF YOU GUYS! Tun Mahathir's speech that night was hilarious. He is such a joyful person and the way he delivered his speech was like a 'father to son' speech.

the talented UPAG prior to the dinner

lav this pics (from left hany, elya, zue, ziana, fifah, sarah, fatin, zaza)

POMPAN GILERS (peanut, atiekah and nash)

Hid and Iffa (the girl who could possibly win worst tudung in UTP)

the big day has come. the morning where everyone was up early....getting ready to put on their 'jubah'. at the moment, i was so happy and eager to get it over with (panas dowh pakai jubah, blazer, tie)....i was like "come on...lets get it going so i can change clothes n sleep". Right before entering the hall, my mum called...she said she just arrived and was looking for me. i saw her from the distance, wearing a warm green colored baju kurung with my dad n sister. at the moment....it felt like the world stop for a second and the only people moving was just us. i immediately hug her...and it felt like the warmest hug ever. tears rolled down my cheeks.... she said a few words..i cant remember cos i was so touched...i turned around and immediately hug my dad...which is sumting very rare..i cant remember the last time i hug my dad. the next thing i knew..the other graduates were in tears...gile drama swasta.

the big day

muke ngntok (padahal terharu gile bile tgk parents menitis air mata for me)

FUTURE ENGINEER (abis lah malaysia...)

Henry...thnx for being a gud support..ure the best

Adik kesayangan aku..cik ELLA (thnx for the gift...lav it!)

the last nite in utp was very emotional. i never got to say gudbye to a few people like NAZRY....he had to rush back to kl cos the next he had to go to MIRI. he was there for me when i was down ...i owed him so much...but never go to say gudbye. huhuhuh... there were many people which i missed so much. i cant even list them down cos theres just too many. huhuhu...

last goodbye

well...it took me a week just to post this. there were many things running in my head. it has truely been a journey in UTP.....i know i complain a lot bout UTP....but i really miss my frens there. i wish u all gudluck and HAPPPY CONVOCATION.

(PS. wanna say a special thank you to CHEM for calling me all the way from FRANCE. its an honor. and thnx to HENRY for being there for me. To ELLA and the dancers thnx for the gift. Adik Ezy thnx for the teddy bear, En Mad too. and to everyone else who wished me...u know who u guys are.....one last message...to ZAM ..... AKU DAH GRAD!)

UPAG (Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS Performing Arts Group)

2008-08-13T16:05:00.004+08:00

Proud to represent UPAG

UPAG also known as Universiti Teknologi Petronas Performing Arts Group, has come a long way. It started by a group of my seniours who were very interested in traditional dance. it wasnt a smooth start though, many people didnt believe in this guys. they have been rejected several times but never gave up.

i was fortunate to join these bunch of great seniors. only then i knew wat they really wanted to achieve. its not fame or glory, but the fact that its their passion which is to perform our very own traditional dance. UPAG got their first break when they were given the opportunity to perform during UTP 2005 Convocation Dinner which was attended by the beloved Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad which is also UTP's chancellor. He was so surprised when he found out that the performances were done by students of UTP....he couldn't believe it and even praised UPAG 3 times in his speech.

Seniors of UPAG

ever since then...UPAG was well known not only in UTP but in PETRONAS as well....UPAG has been invited several times to perform for various functions in KL and other places. Now, UPAG has grown n has more than 30 members. even though most of them are new faces, im sure they share something in common...which is PASSION TO PERFORM OUR CULTURE.

New faces of UPAG

UPAG performing at FESCO 2008@UTP (Festival Colours of the World) - 5th April 2008

LRT SAFE??!!!!

2008-08-07T00:43:00.002+08:00

ok..i just finished work...tired and exhausted. so as usual...i was in the lrt with my backpack heading towards ampang park on the way back to terminal putra...

just as i was about to relax....BANG!!!! EMERGENCY BREAK. i was thrown off guard and felt on my knees (luckily almost everyone standing lost their balance..so tak malu sgt lah). i got up and took off my earphone and apologize to the girl who i 'crushed' when i felt down. everyone was like blur....they had the big question mark above their heads.

i stood up waiting for a few minutes...then i tought i heard something dat was unrealistic...maybe i was too tired. then i listened again...it cant be...its impossible...then i heard people screaming and running towards the front of the LRT....i turned around and saw a train heading towards ours....i immediately ran to a corner thinking that was the safest place to stand. then there was this loud screeching sound. i turned around and saw the train stopped right behind ours!!!!

how could dis be?!! imagine wat wouldve happen if 'you know wat' happens (dun wanna mention it..takut mulut masin). a few seconds later our train moved and back to its normal operation. All i heard on the intercom was "we apologize for the inconvenience".... WTF!!!! it couldve ended up tragically and all they announced was dat!!

through the whole ride back home, i wondered is our LRT system safe?!!!!! uncountable breakdowns per month, a near traggic accident in the tunnel......wat is RAPIDKL doin?!!!

2008-08-01T18:37:00.003+08:00

A SPECIAL GIFT FOR YOU!

i am blessed to have such a great family.....it aint a perfect family...but im glad its a family. we have been through a lot in the past years and im glad things are starting to brighten up. i was feeling the love today so i bought a gift for my mum. the face on her face when i gave her the gift was all i needed to see.

PS: if youre wondering wtf is dat...i gave her the new fragrance from Mariah Carey simply titled M. sempat promo lagi nie. it has a sweet smell to it and touch of marshmellow. get it a retail shop nearby. ahaks!!

GREAT WEEKEND~~~

2008-07-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

its the weekend and i have to say i had a great one. spend some quality times with my mum, dad and younger sis n bro. was able to squeeze some time to meet azmil, yus and ameir. its been awhile since bitch talk about others....hehehe...nah...we dun do dat...we talk about footballs, cars, bands..the usual guy talk [bunyi cengkerik].

my dad n sis fooling around

two beautiful ladies

ameir and i @ suzy's corner

had dinner at zam's house...it was great...he cooked nasi beriyani which was fantastic...since i was on a strict' diet', i only had two servings. hehehehe. after dinner we went to downtown...cuci mata ... ended up each of us were too exhausted cos it was packed!

masing muke kenyang

exhausted at downtown

next day.....KARAOKE!!! llalalalaalal~~~~ nyanyi sepuas2nye.... hhmm... an exhausting yet fun weekend. now im on bed...waiting to doze off into wonderland since tomorrow is a working day...huhuh...potong stim btul. well..i'll keep u guys updated. tata~~~~

REFLECTION

2008-07-16T02:27:00.008+08:00

ok ok...this is for Ieja and Chem who constantly complained about me not updating this blog. once again..im sorry. been tight up with a few things. i should make a schedule ... at least once a week update sumting. well..this post is gonna be a long one.

REFLECTION

So much has happened since my last day in university. there were good times and one or two not so good times. so where do i start?!

CHAPTER 1: Graduating

well...its been a month since i graduated. i always had dis vision of my friends and I partying and hanging out during our last few days of school. but its not like dat. i spend my last moments in UTP with clearance and editing my thesis. didnt really get to enjoy as much. i hate to say this... BUT... I FUCKING MISS UTP!!! dem....

CHAPTER 2: Interview Petronas

so i was one of those few people who were interviewed last. i got a call to come for the interview...i was scheduled for a 10am session. so i came early..around 9am to fill out a few documents. i ended up waiting until 2pm. at first i was nervous .. but towards the evening i was like "lets get this over with". the interview was ok. i wouldnt say it was the best....my interviewer didnt really show much emotions so i was really confused whether he was satisfied or not. But alhamdulillah i passed the interview and am recommended to work with PETRONAS. so its just the matter of where?!!! we will wait and see.

CHAPTER 3: Working part time

so im back in PETROSAINS...working part time as a volunteer. luckily i was called to do some office work instead of working in the center. kinda boring in the center after 5 years of "HI...WELCOME TO PETROSAINS...IS THIS UR FIRST TIME? OH DATS GREAT" with a fake smile. now im helping out with a teacher workshop for primary teachers who teach science. its fun cos i get to do primary school science. we do all sort of activities so dat the teachers can make science interesting in school.

CHAPTER 4: Conflict with friends

i had (actually still going through) dis small conflict with my close frens. i dun really know wat happened actually. last week, i smsed my friends, ajak dorang g karoake. so i told them lets meet up at 6. no one replied except for one of my friend. so i sent a second sms to the rest..still no reply. by 530 i sms my fren who replied to ask whether the plan was still on. since no one replied so we canceled it. close to 6 one of them called me up, by then i left the area and was heading towards The Curve. He asked me where i was..so i told him im at The Curve. then he asked "what happen to karaoke?"....so i replied "no on reply my sms so i assume tak jadi" ... then he kept silence for awhile then said "ok lah..wat eva!" and hung up

i was surprised. then i sms my other fren and asked him wat happen and apologize if the plan sucks..then he replied "its not the plan that sucks..its you!" hhuhuhuh....i just terasa cos i feel like i did nothing wrong...but maybe i did....i dun know...confuse. it has been a week and i didnt receive any explanation from them. hhmm..well...i guess there must be sumting dat i did wrong then.

CHAPTER 5: Gudbyes

arghh..there are so many people living malaysia in this coming few weeks. Atiekah, Iffa, Sarah, and the list goes on and on and on. its hard enuff saying gudbye in UTP...now saying gudbye before they leave msia n start a new life...huhuhuh

CHAPTER 6: Me in KOSMO!

i woke up yesterday with 10 smses....i was like.. WAT DA FUCK HAPPENED? WHO DIED? only to know sumting which i was hoping would not happen. wanna know more? click on the link

http://www.kosmo.com.my/kosmo/content.asp?y=2008&dt=0714&pub=Kosmo&sec=Hiburan&pg=hi_02.htm

well...dats wat happened to me in this past few weeks. mix emotions. i hate dis feeling.

I'll Be Lovin' U A Long Time

2008-07-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

hahaha...i suck in updating my blog. there are tons of stuff i wanna share. in the meanwhile...enjoy this video from MIMI. ill be back with all the hawt gossips! XOXO

LAST DAY IN UTP

2008-06-12T15:48:00.004+08:00

well....its all over. no more books, no more exams, no more assignments! im so glad dat its done! it was a frustrating graduation though...the clearance process plus i had to edit my thesis. argh... but im glad i made it through. but i really do miss everyone there. well...life goes on!

MARIAH IN THE ARAB WORLD

2008-06-08T03:34:00.003+08:00

Mariah is the biggest selling recording female artist in the world. but ever wonder how she sells her album in the Arab world with album covers revealing basically her breast n cleavage. The following pics explains:

1990: Mariah Carey

1991: Emotions

1997: Butterfly

1998: #1's

1999: Rainbow

2001: Glitter

My Final Year Project

2008-06-03T18:32:00.007+08:00

MULTIPURPOSE COOLING STORAGE USING THERMOELECTRIC COOLER FOR VEHICLES

There u go....the title of my final year project! Sounds KAVAVOMMM but its kinda simple and very interesting. I decided to invent a cooling storage (basically a mini refrigerator) for vehicles. im sure u all have seen the back of a refrigerator....it has pipes, pumps, heat sinks and other components. so how the hell do i shrink all of those in a small box???!!!!!

CHA-DA!!!!! The answer is simple. By using a thermoelectric cooler, all those components in a refrigerator can be replaced with a simple semiconductor known as a peltier! Yup...the pic below is wat im talking about. it looks like a square piece of metal but the function is totally AWESOME.....to put it in an engineering term the function of a peltier is very APPLICABLE (dem..dat sounds like a nerd)

Peltier

If you guys wanna know more bout this peltier thingy, i have posted some of my research. click on the pics to get a bigger and clearer view. n one more thing...there are a few grammar mistakes in it so just ignore them..cant be bothered actually.

An overview of the whole project

The design of the box (which i work my ass out to fabricate but worth every sweat)

Finally....the results... was i able to achieve a lower temperature?!! u guys check it out!

hhmm...it was definitely a journey through all this project. there were times i was like "oh fuck it..dis project sucks!" but once u get into thee gear...its nonstop...its like u want this thingy to work out! hey u never know, this could be the next generation of refrigerator! SAVE THE PLANET! its environmental friendly! hehehe...

well...i hope i didnt bore u guys with this posting...its like my first serious posting in months!

(PS --> thnx to Aneesa Akmal and Hendry for helping me out during this project..u guys RAWK!)

I HATE GOODBYES

2008-06-01T16:27:00.004+08:00

I HATE GOODBYES

gosh...i know i know...its been a long while since ive updated my blog. been EXTREMELY bz lately ni. nway...IM DONE WITH MY STUDIES!!!! yeay!! im so excited...but then... it just hit me on the head dis morning.... GOODBYES ARE FUCKING HARD! argh...i hate saying gudbye.

cos i know im gonna cry ...dat sucks...5 years u make gud n close frens n within a minute, everything is over. yeah i know...'keep in touch' n blah blah blah...but eventually everyone is gonna be bz n forget each other. its like starting a new chapter...then u tend to forget wat happens in the previous chapters.

i have made so many good frens....i dun know how to thank every each of them. and i dun even know how to say gudbye. dis morning was a sucky morning..saying gudbye to a very close fren. n now i feel so weird that the person is no longer here. huhuhu...argh...

soRRY...dis is like an emotional posting. i should stop here n continue later when im okey. HUHUHUHUH

MARIAH CAREY: E=MC2 REVIEW

2008-04-10T12:53:00.003+08:00

MARIAH CAREY - E=MC2

first of all... congratz to miss mimi for her 18th no 1 single - touch my body. her latest effort entitled E=mc2 (E for emancipation and mc2 is for mariah carey to the power of 2) is due out dis 15th april 2008. but...unfortunately her album has leaked out in the internet. me being a hardcore fan...i just had to download it cos i was so eager to listen to her latest album...but dun worry i'll buy the original cd. ahaks

well....ill just cut to the chase.... this album is not her best album but its still enjoyable. its not very HIP HOP if u were to compare with RAINBOW. its pack with lots of slow rnb jam. but wat im really dissappointed is that she really doesnt show her vocal abilities in this album. its very safe. some are saying that her voice isnt as powerful as the 90s...but i have to disagree with that. Her DVD concert THE ADVENTURES OF MIMI showcased mariah's powerful voice

but wateva it is...it is packed with great tunes! my ultimate favorite is BYE BYE which is her 2nd single. the melody is very easy listening yet the lyric is SO POWERFUL. anyone can relate to this song cos it tells a story about losing someone u love. some of my favorites are LAST KISS, LOVE STORY, O.O.C, SIDE EFFECT. but theres this one song that really caught my attention...I WISH YOU WELL....all the old skool Mariah fan will definitely love this song.

overall...its a good album but not her best. n im pretty sure there will be one or two no1 singles from this album

RATING: 4/5

FESCO 2008 - Festival Colours of the World

2008-03-27T16:24:00.005+08:00

FESCO 2008: INTEGRATION THROUGH CULTURE ARTS

Come and witness the biggest event in Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP). 15 universities/colleges from all around Malaysia will be performing at UTP's Chancellor Hall on the 5th of April 2008 - 8.00 pm. Tickets are only for Rm5.00 and will be available at Pocket D and old USM cafe (UTP). Tickets are also sold at UiTM Sri Iskandar. For those who are interested to purchase tickets can do so by contacting me. The event is opened to everyone.

FESCO 2008 is organized by UTP Performing Arts Group. It is sponsored by Petronas Performing Arts Group (PPAG), Studio51, Petronas e-Solution. There will also be a GALA PERFORMANCE by Studio51. Come and be a part of a history in the making.

23 Y.O.

2008-02-16T20:42:00.004+08:00

23 YEARS OF WONDERFUL MEMORIES

wwoooaa.... 23 years old of living in this wonderful world....i have to be grateful to the almighty.

it has been a ride through out my whole 23 years of living. ive experienced how it feels to be on top of the world...and even being stripped of the lowest point of earth. it was not smooth ride... but i never regret the things dat happened to me.

yes..i may not be the perfect person on earth... but .. learning is a process of life. and i know theres still much ahead in the future for me. whether its bright or dark... im ready to face it.

so wat do i want to achieve dis year? plenty actually.... i wish i cud share them with everyone here... but i think its nice to keep some stuff just for myself.

theres just one thing i hope i'll get for my birthday...its an sms or wish from that someone special. i know its impossible...but if it really happens.. it would be the best birthday ever!

last two years surprise birthday 'bash' (2006)

they really enjoyed dis moment! such a mess! (2006)

a birthday cake from arfa ayesya...thnx (2006)

nyda's birthday is the day after! heppy birthday gurlfren!

PERSONALITY OF THE MONTH

2008-02-15T23:32:00.006+08:00

MY UTP MATES

its been almost 5 years in UTP...met many interesting people from various background. we all each have our own views on certain issues...we think differently...act differently...but one thing dats interesting is we still can click with each other.

it wasnt all ups through out my life in UTP...there were a few dramas here and there... people were hurt... but i guess dats just part of life. n at the end of the day.. we forgive and forget.

well..i have so many UTP frens n i dun think i can cover them all in just one post..so i'll cover a few this month and the rest in the following months to come.

first up are these wackos... from the left..atiekah, nash and ned. dun they look pretty n decent?! honestly...NO THEY ARE NOT! gosh..i wish i cud help these people but damage has been done. dis is wat happens when u have three wackos teaming up... but one thing for sure... UTP WONT BE LIVELY WITHOUT THEM. they are the one who brightens up my day.

Nyda o nyda...its really hard to describe this one. shes different ..dats for sure! i was browsing tru my picture collection and i just couldnt find a decent pic of hers. dis was the most decent one... so from the photo...i guess u know wat type of person she is! n oh ya....shes fun to bully. she has this 'naive thinking' which she kinda tries to fake it.....TAK YAH PURA2 WAT TAK TAU CIK NYDA OI... nway... she kicks ass!

Zaza...cute..innocent..the gurl next door...but when she teams up with afifah (sorry...dun have a proper pic of hers yet)....things just gets bimbo n more bimbo. well... zaza and afifah are always late for class...not just 5minutes late...but sometimes up to 20minutes late. the best part is.. they come into class with this "did i do something wrong" face...DUUH..its obvious! i tend to be a bimbo when i hang out with these two!

the one in the middle (hid) .. i have covered in the previous post..but the one on the left...dat is someone who u shud watch out. he has this serious look when he walks alone...tapi bile jerit je nama FIFI...aduih... terus tak macho! hes a great photographer...u shud check out his website...(its listed on the side of this blog)... n he sure kick ass in silat. but dude... CONTROL MACHO K!

ok..dis is the usual scenario during our study week in the library...its like 70% gossip...20% eating....5% smsing and the other 5% is the study part. hhmm...so much for study week. the guy in the middle is henry. quiet guy if u dun know him. i didnt know he even existed in UTP till we were project mates. hes my mamak mate too...lapar je cari henry...sure dia nk g mamak nye! Main volley terel!.. watch out guys !

Nazry Zulkiply...the typical kampung boy from Muar.... u can call him 'lelaki melayu terakhir'... the perfect quality for any women's future husband. very well mannered...religious in a way... good moral... minus the porn collection he has...hehehe...(opss terkantoi tok). a VERY VERY VERY gud fren of mine. he is also well known in UTP..mostly of his 'breakup drama' ...opss...i think i shud stop here...lagi byk cite tak hapa2 kluar kang

wahai cik iffa...the gurl who is fames in utp for her messy tudung...well..wat can i say..im proud of u gurl! very bubbly person...always smiling n laughing at stuff (even when its not dat funny)..
n oh ya...before someone post in the comment box..she is my ex gf.. heppy?! nway..shes gonna say it aloud .. she does dat... even in front of current bf...malu2...

Cik nima, anis and cydee....
Nima = same size as me...(literally and physically)
Anis = small size with a big mouth...and she can laser u!
Cydee = the mak cik one of all

Pija n awin... minah rempit...heheh..main2 je.. tapi pija rempit skit..n shes proud of it! idup rempit pija! both of them are the otai in studies. hardworking and always dedicated to their studies...we shud be like them...a gud role model! oh ya..pija is known for her mole...sexay!

Ja oh Ja... hhmm... byk i nak cite pasal Ja ni... but it will b controversial...so lets not heat up the issue (dis aint a blog dat tarnish names of people or organization)...panas2. Ja.. the gurl who seems like the typical malay gurl.. but shes not... shes different. she has the ZASP thingy. great personality...weird taste of music (into heavy metal) ... and always starts her day with a smile dat last till the lights are off!

well...theres plenty of people i wanna share with u guys but im dem sleepy....but i promise to share some more great personalities in the upcoming posts! till then...remember... DUN LITTER... JUST GLITTER

wtf?!

CNY trip to Kuantan

2008-02-10T23:29:00.001+08:00

first of all...i wanna wish HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all those who are celebrating it...as for me... YEAY!!! HOLIDAY!!! hehehehe....

since it was a long holiday (longer for me cos i skipped one day of class).... my frens and i decided to go on a road trip to KUANTAN!!! i was excited bcos it was my 2nd time going to kuantan ( the first time was a disaster) and plus Zul was with us to guide us. We packed our stuff and left all the dramas back at home..n trust me...there was PLENTY of dramas back in KL.

we left KL around 11pm and the first stop tru out the trip was GENTING SEPAH (btul ke tu). The weather was very cool .. it was as if we were in genting (duuh..hence the name).

nway..we stopped by cos zam and zul didnt have their dinner yet. so we had McD as our late supper. and we were pretty hungry even though we just had our dinner..i guess it was the cool weather. we continued our trip along the Karak highway. surprisingly.. the sky was clear and the sky was lit with DOZENS of stars...it was like a scene from a movie.

The trip lasted about 3 hours and by the time we reached kuantan..(teluk cempedak to b exact).. we were all hungry again... hahaha...mcm binatang lak... jalan makan jalan makan...tgk perut ah. :p we checked in the hotel (which was a pretty cheap hotel...with no water supply in the toilet...huhuhhu) then had our SUPER LATE SUPPER (again) at KFC. FINGER LICKIN GOOD! some how all the fast food outside of KL taste so much better..siko kot...

with our full stomach .. we headed to the beach at teluk cempedak. since it was nite time...we couldnt see much. but wat the hell... no harm just lepaking at the beach side n listening to the wave under the blanket of stars (fuyyyoo..bahasa gile bab)

the next morning .. we all woke up...eager to take our shower and roam the town of kuantan..only to find out that theres no water. DAMN! no wonder it was cheap..heheh.. but we were creative...while we were waiting for the hotel people to fix the water supply..we kept ourselves occupied with the digital camera...hence the following pictures:

'hookers' cought in a raid at the hotel

the picture explains everything (sorry lukman...ure gonna hate me)

and again...our stomachs were calling for more food. so Zul took us to this one great restaurant sumwhere in kuantan..(dem..i wish i knew the name of that area). the food was amazing. it was basically nasi campur with variety of dishes.

the part that ive been waiting for...THE BEACH!!!!!! YAHOO!!! honestly..i lav cherating! its so cool there....the white sand beach and the sun..aahhh...heaven.

let me introduce my gud buddies...from the far left : zam, me, lukman, ed, munir, farid, fahmy, zul

a nice boy band cover album..name of the band: 'THE MANJINGS'

well...its ok to be vain at times...who cares..everyone is vain in this world anyway

clear water...lav dis place

the guy in the middle is zul's fren who happens to be a 'Kuantanese' (erk...wtf?!). ive known him a long time but never go the chance to talk till dat day...a kind dude. thnx alif for being my personal tour guide especially at the mega mall...ahaks

lepaking at this one small beach pub ... they played reggae songs...i felt very jamaican...cool environment...sipping a tin of coke while watching the waves.

after the long day in cherating...we headed to this one place in kuantan (again...im bad with remembering names) to eat ikan bakar. this place was SUPERLY CROWDED...so the food must be gud! but it was such a big turn off....we had to wait for more than an hour for our orders to arrive and it was F*CKING EXPENSIVE!!! dem....nasib baik the ikan bakar was great. nway..besides the delay and price...it was great place Zul brought us! KUDUS ZUL!

dun be deceive by their smiles...they were all cursing cos our order havent arrived yet

still waiting in style for our orders

YEZZ....DAPAT GAK MAKAN

the next morning...after checking out from the hotel...we had our breakfast before heading to Pekan. Ed said that there was this one beach where no one goes to. so we headed towards that beach. it was only us and another car at that beach when we arrived.so it was very quite and calm. we rested before making our long trip back to KL. and the best part...sempat jadi mermaid! yeay...a dream come true!

well..once again..i wanna say thnx to Zul, Zam, Lukman, Farid, Fahmi, Munir, Ed for inviting me to join u guys. i really had a great time. and thnx to alif too for being a tour guide too.

well...that was a brief explanation of our trip. actually... there were other incidents that happened during the trip but i rather not mention it...u know the power of the cyber world..the next thing u know... some bugger will post something about u on his blog n spread it as a chain email. (opss...ter-emo)

nway...to those who are reading this...u guys shud go to kuantan! its extremely fun! Ahaks!

Do you remember?

2008-02-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

Do you remember the first time we met,
the first time u gazed into my eyes,
and smiled at me,
and had the guts to say hi and exchange numbers.

Do you remember our first date,
awkward at first,
but it became warm later,
till we held hands.

Do you remember the first movie,
we both wanted to watch a different movie,
ended up watching both movies,
and had a great time.

Do you remember our first argument,
I was quiet,
u were speechless too,
Then we apologize and compromise and never fought again.

Do you remember picking me up at the lrt station,
excited to see each other,
after being separated for weeks,
being able to see that sweet smile of yours.

Do you remember the last night we met,
you were too quiet,
I was clueless,
As if as i was invisible.

Do you remember ur last sms,
Saying goodbye and its over,
without any reason,
As if i did not exist in your life.

Do you remember you said u were different,
that u loved me,
no matter what happens,
Do you remember?

Do you remember? Or has it vanished away?

-=fmac=-

Siti Sarah n Syed Engangement

2008-01-31T01:50:00.001+08:00

First of all... CONGRATULATIONS to Siti Sarah and Syed on their engagement which was held on the 12th of January 2008. i know its a little bit overdue but due to certain circumstances..i just received the pictures today. nway... it was an honor for inviting me to the ceremony. cant wait for the wedding dis july.. make sure KAVAVOM k! remember.... if u need tarian zapin or nyanyi u know who to look for... (and yeah..it comes with a high price too!)

hehehe...miss u ... hope to hear from u soon

Batu Berangkai - 26.01.2008

2008-01-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

well...its the first weekn in UTP...so im supposed to be bz with my final year project stuff...but wat the heck...lets have fun! we packed our stuff and headed to Batu Berangkai, Kampar, Perak!

a quick breakfast before beginning the trip

the obstacles to reach to the waterfall

finally got there!

at the bottom of the mini waterfall

it looks shallow but its actually kinda deep

fresh air ... away from the hustle bustle of KL and the too dried up UTP

KFC in the middle of the jungle...

lost

"wat...is it wrong to shampoo in the middle of the jungle?!"

Congratulations!!

2008-01-20T05:34:00.000+08:00

within one week....two couples which are gud frens of mine just got enganged! wanna congratulate Siti Sarah n Syed as well Syazana n Anis. i cant wait for u guys to really tie the knot.

syazana in an elegant dress

the dayangs n close frens

hantaran from syazana's side

hantaran from anis's side

beautiful as always

watching from the staircase

anis' parents

another sweet memory

we lav u both

i have not received pictures from Siti Sarah yet..once i have..i'll post them to share the sweet memories. once again ... congrats to both of them!

Final Semester!

2008-01-18T16:21:00.001+08:00

Well...the semester break is over...and its back to school for the very last time of my life...god...cant wait to finish.....so im back here in campus...nothing new or exciting. the same o same...but glad to see my gud frens once again..its always fun when we gather.

My study table

My room

Foundation (2003)

1st year(2004)

2nd year (2005)

3rd year (2006)

Practical (2007)

Finally....my final year in UTP (2008)

Mariah's New Album: That Chick

2008-01-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

Last night in a central London hotel theatre, Def Jam head L.A Reid invited a very exclusive VIP audience to hear the new albums from both his 2 top divas Janet Jackson and Mariah Carey. With stringent rules laid down at the top of the evening about not leaving the room for a bathroom visit, handing over all gadgets and returning song word sheets we knew it was about to go down.

Beginning with Janet's new material which sees Janet reworking her old sounds from the days of Velvet Rope and Control, Janet's material was quite sexually overt and a little gross ("real heavy like my first period"!) but it was really Mariah's new material that blew everyone away.

Mariah's new album, tentatively titled That Chick, saw collaborations with T Pain, Young Jeezy and Damien Marley with production by her long time friend and producer Jermaine Dupri, Will I Am, Rodney Jerkins and The Dream.

The new music with catchier hooks and melodies than ever, even sees Mariah taking on an exciting new musical adventure where she sings in Jamaican patois on her Damien Marley duet "Cruise Control" where she references "dramas" and "baby mamas" and like your favorite rap star Mariah throws down a new Mariahism ("you love yourself some me!") soon as the album gets into the public domain.

Urban music lovers in the house were really excited about that track as well as hip-hop banger "Heat" produced by Will I Am, "For Real, For Real", and "Migrate" where 2007's hit man T Pain hooks up with Mariah but it was the title track "That Chick" with its double entendres which includes a tip of the hat to Michael Jackson with references to his "Of The Wall Classics" that had pop chart taste makers excited claiming it was the number 1 track on the album closely followed by likely international pop hit "Love You Long Time".

In typical Mariah fashion there were the legendary ballads "Love Story" and tear jerker "Bye Bye" (an ode to people who have passed away) that will have reality pop contestants singing away for decades to come!

One track titled "O.O.C." summed up the night and the return of Mariah - once the albums out it's gonna be "Out Of Control!".

To recap, here are the confirmed tracks from the new, tentatively-titled Mariah Carey album, That Chick:

• "Touch My Body"
• "Migrate" ft. T-Pain
• "Heat"
• "For Real, For Real"
• "That Chick"
• "Cruise Control" ft. Damien Marley
• "O.O.C"
• "Bye Bye"
• "Love Story"
• "Love You Long Time"

Release Date: April 2008

Source: www.mariahdaily.com

Melaka????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

"fad...bgn fad....jom mkn laksa kat melaka"

"erk...melaka?! ure funny...letey lah..nk tido"

"its noon lah u bitch..dah2 bgn...we are picking u up"

and i dozz off into wonderland.....

2PM

"we are in front of ur house..cepat"

"huh?! i just woke up?! r u seryes about going to melaka?! like now?!!"

well...hhmm... dats how the road trip started...to Melaka just for laksa..n i tot she was kidding...kinda reluctant to go at first...tapi bile dah sampai..OMG...melaka is so much fun!! and trust me..it was worth the trip to melaka for the laksa...best gile..the best laksa ive tasted in ym whole life.

PERSONALITY OF JANUARY 2008

2008-01-09T02:00:00.000+08:00

MY SKOOLMATES

well...these are the people i grew up during my secondary skool years in SMK Tmn Melawati. the skool with the no 1 academy result in gombak and the worst discipline records in gombak. aint dat cool.every each of us in the group are different.

Alia is the smart one...she always scores in every test and exams. shes also the first one in our group to grad and have a job. she even got her own car now. u go gurl!

we call Talia our piawai. every time we get our test result...we would always Talia first her result....if she gets like 50/100 we all know that we are safe cos our result are always higher than hers...jahat gile kan?!! hahahaha....ah..memories.

Anis is more like the sopan type....hes fav spot in the class room is by the sink..dun ask me why. the best part is hes getting enganged with Syazana soon. yeay...they are so sweet. even kalo gaduh pun nampak sweet..kadang2 creepy.

Hani is like the hot chick...tapi perangai kampung gile! Boyan nak mampos! but we still accept her for who she is. Moto hidup dia...HIDUP BOYAN!

Rina is the emo one...i like to bully her...and she gets mad easily...dat wat makes it even more fun to disturb her. i used to have this crush on her. i even asked her to be my gf...hahaha..kelakar dowh. (shes so gonna get pissed of when she reads this)

Lyn and Ivy are like sisters. kalo naik lrt ngn dorang ni...bersiap sedia utk org memandang cos bile dorang sembang...satu lrt tu ley dgr....kecoh gile! hehehe... and the best...they are big fan of Mariah!!

DVD REVIEWS

2008-01-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

MARIAH CAREY : THE ADVENTURES OF MIMI

Mariah Carey, the best female selling recording artist in the history of music, had just released her first dvd concert in more than 5 years. well...honestly... the concert was not her best in terms of her voice quality. if we were to compared to the Madison Sq Garden concert back in 1996, her voice back then was so powerful and amazing. but...wat is unique this time around is... she sang all her greatest hits and songs from the Mimi album in a different way. her voice was husky yet sexy.

the concert started of with her first single from the Mimi album, Its Like That, which got the audience all pumped up. then she belted out hits after hits after hits. surprisingly, with her now husky voice, she did a pretty good job belting out her ballads and up tempo songs. and her high notes are so much stronger than before

One of my personal fav moment was when she invited Boys 2 Men on stage to sing One Sweet Day (the single still holds the longest running no 1 single in the billboard charts which lasted for 16 weeks). she hasn't performed dis song in a long while and it was like a big shocker. people were screaming and some even cried. Her Vision of Love performance was the best live version ive ever heard...it was so fresh even after 17 years it was released. One of the highlights was her We Belong Together performance....u can tell that this song has touched so many individuals...there were couples hugging, people screaming, crying to the song.

wat kinda disturbed me was her dress....well..not much comment about dat..shes a diva...so i guess she could wear anything she wants. over all, it was a great concert and must be owned by all the Mimi fans out there

Rating: 8/10

BEYONCE EXPERIENCE

OMG.... this has to be the best concert ever! This was the same exact set list that Beyonce was supposed to perform in Malaysia which got canceled (as usual). She definitely kicks ass! from the very moment i press play on my dvd player up till the very end of the dvd....she performs and dances to almost every song...which lasted more than 2 hours!!!!

the concert started of with her first single Crazy In Love...which she changed the choreography and even remixed the song. her dance moves were so aggressive .... at times i was afraid the shes gonna fall (which she actually did in one her stops in the US). wat was interesting about the concert...she keeps feeding the audience with her dance moves and songs...it was like nonstop...one by one....i dun even know how she could have the stamina to dance and sing for more the 2 hours.

she basically performed all of greatest hits from Crazy in Love, B-Day and even Dreamgirls soundtrack. She even did a Destiny's Child Medley which includes all the group's hits. Her dancers were great and the all girl band was fantastic. even when beyonce was doing her costume change, the band was able to entertain the crowds.

wat kinda disturbed me was her costume during the Destiny's Child Medley. She wore dis swimming suit type which was the same color as her body skin...and it was decorated with diamonds around her breast and ass....yup...she forgot to decorate diamonds around her p*ssy.... so it was very disturbing...tambah lagi ngn moves dia yg ala2 sexy. so it was like a big NO NO for me. and during the medley, she only invited Kelly and Michelle during the last song which was survivor...which basically u cant even hear them singing. And shakira was not present during the Beautiful Liar song. huhuhuh

but overall..theres only one word to describe the concert... WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rating 10/10

NEW YEARS 2008

2008-01-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!

hehehe...i know i know...ive been getting a lot of emails asking me to update my blog. trying my best to keep me it updated. well...its new years once again...it feels like time flies by without me not even noticing it.

so a brand new year...a brand new chapter in my life. wats my new year resolution..well...none dat i can think of...i always have the same one every year which is to lose weight (yeah right......dat will never work) and to get better greats in my studies.

so dis year basically is to finish my studies in utp and still lose the pound! hhahahaha....tetap ade tu. as for my 'cyber resolution'... i hope to keep this blog kicking and alive. hahaha..

well...there are few posts dat im working on n hope to be able to post it asap. this includes a few album reviews and the personality of the month section (i didnt do last month cos i was kinda bz). i'll keep u all posted!

AL FATIHAH

2007-12-21T06:18:00.000+08:00

lets all recite Al-fatihah for ina's Dad who passed away due to cancer dis morning.

ONE YEAR JUST FOR U

2007-12-19T08:00:00.002+08:00

sorry guys for not updating ... i promise to keep the blog updated after dis. well...its been a 'so-so' start for december. been doing a lot of thinking...especially but my love life. i decided to wait patiently for a year for the one i lav the most to come back to me... by 6th of November 2008, if the one doesnt reply my lav..i will accept the reality. if ure reading dis... dis proves how much i lav u

I STILL BELIEVE - MARIAH CAREY

You look in my eyes and I get emotional inside
I know it’s crazy, but you still can touch my heart
And after all this time you think that I wouldn’t feel the same
But time melts into nothing, and nothing's changed

I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again

I had a dream
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again

Each day of my life, I’m filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I,I'm not the desperate type
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp, I'm holding it with both
hands
It’s worth the risk of burning, to have a second chance

No, no, no, no, no, no, I need you, baby
I still believe that we can be together, no…
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again, Mmm..

I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again (Oh, baby, yeah)

I had a dream
You and me
Will find ourselves
In love again

I still believe (Ooh, baby, I do)
Someday you and me (Just give me one more try)
In love again

I had a dream (I miss your love)
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again

I still believe
Someday you and me(will find ourselves in love...)

SCARIFICE AND PAIN

2007-12-04T04:35:00.000+08:00

SACRIFICE AND PAIN

im glad im on holidays...after going tru a really hard moment last month... i decided to spend more time with my family n frens. i had an interesting conversation with my mum recently (its been ages we had a heart to heart talk) and i realized dat my mum is truly a hero. in my 22 years of living...ive seen my mum go tru all sort of obstacles. she made one of the biggest decision when she married my dad...she had to move away from her family in iran n begin a new life in a country which was an alien to her. any parents wud have difficulties of letting their children go n move away from them especially if ure a daughter. but my mum took that risk.

ive seen my mum with all sorts of emotions...happy, sad, confused....
ive seen my mum with bruises on her face and body.
ive seen my mum with a bleeding mouth do to domestic violence.
ive seen my being mentally tortured.
ive seen my mum losing so much weight.

there was a time my mum felt like giving up n leave all of us in malaysia to go back to her family in iran. she had the opportunity to start a new life...maybe a better life... but she didnt. she stayed back for only one reason....which was becos her children. she wanted to see us grow n become someone in the future....even though she was suffering inside. and there were times i see my mum pray with tears rolling down her cheeks.

i may not have a perfect family like others.
i may not have the money like other family have.
i may not have the love like other family have...
but one thing is for sure... i have a FAMILY.

i lav u mama...no matter wat happens...u'll always be the one in my heart.

PERSONALITY OF THE MONTH

2007-11-27T05:06:00.000+08:00

PERSONALITY OF NOVEMBER 2007

Every month i will post an entry of a person who i find interesting and has a great personality. Since its the first month, i can't really think of a particular person. so im just gonna include a few of my wonderful friends.

Azmil is his name. Even though we were skoolmates, we werent dat close back then. our friendship started to build since we entered UTP. and now he is my beloved roomate. we may not have the same interest...he listens to rock/alternative (or shud i say lagu2 emo) where else im more the rnb type...but we still managed to get along. he knows all my secrets (even the dark ones) n we share a lot of things. gossiping is our hobby esp when we are in our room ... xoxo...hhahah...but honestly, this guy is a cool guy to hang out with! and not to mention, tons of gurls find this bugger interesting. hehehe...thnx mil ure the best!

Hidayah...shes cool! trust me...she has her own style n doesnt give a shit of wat others say. not to mention, shes a rocker biatch! hahahah...another great person to hang out with. we can sit for ours n just talk about everything...especially when it comes to our life. shes the person i look for when i feel like crying n my whole world is doom. (drama queen!). one thing for sure, dun step on her tail...she can kick ass!

These are the people i spend most of my time in KL with. Karaoke is our thing! i learned a lot about life from these people. They have been through all my ups/downs n supported me all the way. there were times i felt like giving up...like a lost faith in myself.... but they were there for me...every single seconds of my hard times. i owe them a lot n i dun know how to repay them...all i can do is pray to god for their happiness! oh ya...how silly...i forgot to mention their names. (from the left: yus, abg lan, zam, lukman and farid)

talia.... my skoolmate who is now in UK pursuing her dream to be a lawyer (boring...yawn). only she knows how i really feel recently. i do miss her so much...n both of us are sharing the same problem currently (sort of). u shud meet her mum, very the kecoh n mak cik type..but cool gile mak dia nie...masak terel lak tu. oh talia...y do u have to go so far. anyway, i hope u finish up asap so we could meet up n bring back the "teen" in us. muah! miss u gurl!

even though we were in the same uni for almost 4 years, only recently i got close with these great bunch of people. some of them are leaving UTP dis sem and its kinda sad cos we clicked we each other so well but yet we only had one sem to know each other. each one has a different personality .... ade yg bitchy, funny, blur, cracked and the list can go on and on and on. but one thing for sure, it has been a great honor working with u guys even after all the dramas we have been through. i wish gudluck to those who are graduating dis sem! keep in touch always
(from left: gg, dee, fifah, ziana, haney, fifi, zue, sarah, me. not in the picture: bob, zaza, adi, chem, ealya)

there are more personality that i will include in my future entries such as alia, anis, syazana, rina, atiekah, nazry and many more. (i cant list all of them cos its gonna take the whole night...so jgn kecik hati if ur name is not mentioned...trust me ure as important..its just 6am in the morning n u know how the brains is at this time)

lay y'all

MY FIRST BLOG!!

2007-11-26T17:14:00.001+08:00

"Life is like a roller coaster,
There are many ups and downs,
You will never experience the adventure,
If you don't get on the ride"

November 2007..... a month that has one of the greatest impact in my life. It was like a scene from the FINAL DESTINATION 3 movie. Many things happened to me through this whole month...good and bad...but i think theres more bad events dat good.

Raya was fun...i spend most of time with my frens n family. Even though it was not the traditional raya (since i celebrated in KL)...we did enjoy ourselves. we celebrated raya KL STYLE which was dropping by at the karaoke lounge EVERY NIGHT of the first raya week. hehehe... still it was fun. It was only a one week raya break for me then it was back to skool!

There was only two weeks of my semester left after the raya break....and this two weeks was like hell. Assignments, projects, tests, reports were all due in this two weeks. And to add up the stress load, my friends and I were organizing a farewell dinner which was in this period too. It was very stressful and some how i managed to survive!

So lectures are over....study week comes in. I had my final year project presentation during this week. to make things short n simple, this is the part in FINAL DESTINATION 3 where the roller coaster goes down the rail. and to relate this with my life, basically the person i loved so much left me a minute before my presentation. i was so blank...and the presentation was a flopped! My study week was a week for me to cry to sleep. i was so lost. didnt know wat to do.

Now, the part where every is waiting for, when does the roller coaster goes of rail n kills those ppl...here it comes. the dinner my frens and i organized became a sensational topic not only in UTP but the whole petronas. An asshole wrote a blog claiming the dinner was a sex party and it became a chain email. We were called in for investigations by all sort of ppl and all this happend during our exam week. i was basically fucked up. my room was in a mess, my studies was down the drain and the exam was shity.

"After every storm,
Look hard and a rainbow appears"

I decided that this semester break, i'm gonna make full use of it. ive planned out my holidays so dat i can clear my head and focus more on my studies (god...i sound like a nerd). So, this is one of the main reasons why i created my own blog. to share stuff. it wont be just about my life, i will cover many things for example album/song/movie reviews, friends i like to hang out with n many other things. as a starter, this would be my first posting. hope u guys enjoy my future entries.

fM@C Uncensored

I AM HAPPY

Hhhmmm

A Day without my Iphone

Bionic Woman

A weekend full of Laughter!

I LAV FRIDAYS!

LIFE?!

Birthdays!

Im Back Blogging!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

CONGRATULATIONS TO FATH N FIRO

CRAZY BRITNEY FAN

IM BACK!

A SIMPLE HELLO

SEPTEMBER 11

~~~HAPPY CONVOCATION~~~~

UPAG (Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS Performing Arts Group)

LRT SAFE??!!!!

GREAT WEEKEND~~~

REFLECTION

I'll Be Lovin' U A Long Time

LAST DAY IN UTP

MARIAH IN THE ARAB WORLD

My Final Year Project

I HATE GOODBYES

MARIAH CAREY: E=MC2 REVIEW

FESCO 2008 - Festival Colours of the World

23 Y.O.

PERSONALITY OF THE MONTH

CNY trip to Kuantan

Do you remember?

Siti Sarah n Syed Engangement

Batu Berangkai - 26.01.2008

Congratulations!!

Final Semester!

Mariah's New Album: That Chick

Melaka????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PERSONALITY OF JANUARY 2008

DVD REVIEWS

NEW YEARS 2008

AL FATIHAH

ONE YEAR JUST FOR U

SCARIFICE AND PAIN

PERSONALITY OF THE MONTH

MY FIRST BLOG!!

~HAPPY CONVOCATION~~